LIARS!!!

I hate you!! you are the one who promise me and now you are the one who broke the promise!!! i HATE you!!!!!!!!










My heart always feel very pain when comes to this kind of situation.. i try to overcome this feeling but I can't.... T.T!

Mass Comm or Secretarial ???

I am so frustrated right now! I don't know which subject to choose to further my studies! I was plan to choose mass comm in event management and it takes about 4 years to finish it! me and cy also plan to take this programme.. but after 4 years, we already 24! and is like too old to finish our degree and no working experience at the age of 24! he say is kinda late for a guy to come out at work at the age of 24.. so now he decided to continue in his current courses.. as for me, i like event management too .. the communication is wider than being a secretary that sitting in the office with her own computer and just communicate within the organization. but event management is different, you can meet a lot of people from different kind of field.. but one thing that is not good about this event field is.. I WILL LOST MY PERSONAL LIFE! is like when ppl go to work, i go to work too; when ppl finish working, i'm still working too! i scare that i will be ' lao gu po'! haahahahahaha... ! my mummy told me that!! and she say if being a secretary, i can work until retired.. i can still continue to work after i have kids! wakaka! So which one should I choose ???... Haiz...

Tattoo~

Yea.. was thinking to get a tattoo behind my neck or down at my waist part.. and was thinking to tattoo his name on it too! Please give me some opinion.. i really thinking of getting one tattoo and I know if put his name on it too is like too early already.. so just thinking of we both choose a pic that represent us,our relationship..something like that..hehehe.. so is like we both know the meaning only! Is very meaningful to me but is like not really mean anything to him.. he ask me not to get it..but i think.. who will know what it means??? everyone thought is just a normal tattoo, nobody will know what it really means... Should I get one?? Or should I not??..

Hmmmm~

Today went to sunway watch Marley & Me with Lih Yeh, Kok, Jun Yan and Cy.. me and Cy were about 30 mins late! cuz Ly told us watch movie @ 5pm but he called us at 3.50pm and told us the movie will starts @ 4.10pm!! and both of us need to be hurry and drove to sunway! Reached sunway and spend bout 15 mins to look for parking.. went into cinema around 4.40pm... = ='... haiz.. skipped the front part d! but in the end was very touching! the movie is quite nice.. not bad! hehe.. and tonite my parents is going to genting again! OMG! crazy! And i need to stay at home alone! sad! bro went out with frens d! sighs...!

Sad... : (

Today dear will come to K.L too but not come and had lunch with me.. just go K.L to finish up his things... haiz.. sad larh! Cuz he is going to Mid Valley with Isaac, Ruby, Pang Nga n Jun Yan they all later.. I also wana go lo! But sadly, i have to work! sobs! since now he also at K.L already..then why can't just eat with me for half and hour??... T.T... fine! Need to be independent rite?? Okay then..

Afraid...

Is almost 1 am now..
I am still awake..
Lying on my bed..
Cyring..thinking..worrying..
I getting to miss you more everyday..
Like i couldn't live without you..
But I know, I need to be more independent..
Not to rely on you..
I know I need to grow up..
I am trying everyday..
Try to be more independent.. Not rely on you..
I had tried for a long time..
But still not much difference..
I'm afraid that I can't do it..
I'm afraid I will end up with nothing..
But just tears..
I need to learn this as soon as possible..
How I wish this day won't happen..
But since you told me this..
Then, I need to be prepare..

GRRRRRR!!!

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Arh!!! while i on the way home, i keep on fall asleep in the car and nearly get accident! Then sms dear and he called back.. so just chat with him on the phone for a while to keep me awake since there is no place for me to pull aside my car..so we just chat, chat and chat.... and suddenly out of nowhere a police car came nearby and ask me to pull aside my car! Shit! i know this time sure kena summon d! T.T!! Deng!!! 300 bucks fly away already!! shit! can i just ingore this summon and pretend like nth happens???hahahaha.. cuz my dad kena aloooot of summons! til now, he didn't pay for it! i went to check summons online and i found out my dad's summons is like few pages long! year 2004 also got oh!! so, my question... can i just ignore this summon??? hahahaha..i dun wana tell my dad about this..lol...