Is almost 1 am now..
I am still awake..
Lying on my bed..
Cyring..thinking..worrying..
I getting to miss you more everyday..
Like i couldn't live without you..
But I know, I need to be more independent..
Not to rely on you..
I know I need to grow up..
I am trying everyday..
Try to be more independent.. Not rely on you..
I had tried for a long time..
But still not much difference..
I'm afraid that I can't do it..
I'm afraid I will end up with nothing..
But just tears..
I need to learn this as soon as possible..
How I wish this day won't happen..
But since you told me this..
Then, I need to be prepare..